Goodness Gracious Me!
What have I done today? Let’s see, my application for a United States passport was successful! And after about 10 trips to various post offices, this is a very very very important accomplishment. However, the day went downhill when I started watching internet tv and neglected my duty of practicing the gayageum. Pooh. And I have a lesson in about 55 minutes. Well, afterwards, I am free,...
I am not allowed to feel, but everything seeps in anyways. It is a good thing to feel, yet still they leave pain. It is in all fairness, fair, too fair. Everything was justified, and nothing missed. Today is a day for the Gods to celebrate, for we have fallen Too far into the depths of humanity, of fear, of hatred, of envy, of spite. I do not know the trees I will bump into, but I do know...
As a means of twiddling my thumbs warily.
To distract myself from the pending doom of decisions that is tomorrow, Thursday March 29, I will make a list of movies that I must watch. Casablanca Some Like It Hot The Seven Year Itch Love in the Afternoon A Streetcar Named Desire Marnie Funny Face They’re mostly classics, but really, a really good movie will do.
T-minus 29 hours. My hands are shaking.
Tastes as Good As Skinny — or so the skinnys would think. But, I say damn the skinnys. Nothing tastes as good as pancakes with butter and syrup, or chicken tenders and mayonnaise-y ranch. Still, is it so wrong to want to be in shape and not die of chest pains after a quarter-mile run? Pathetic. Yoga, that will be my plan. Sign up for sessions. But, oops, I forgot to do it last week....
Dear tumblr, I fear for this friday, for it will be the day of my physics test. I have half a mind to study, but i have almost 0 percent will. I suppose thursday’s decisions may and may not help me and my perilous mood. What should I do? Buckle up and study or throw aside everything and keep reading Xenocide? Love, Afraid and exhausted in SoCal
The Woes of the Appetite
Broccoli, tomatoes, cucumber, meat; I’m hungry hungry hungry hungry. I could rummage through my drawers and find something to eat, but if I did, it would only fatten me. Oh, night, you hinder me from sinful pleasure, but I won’t give in. You think I will for the delicacies that lure. Ha! I shall not — this fight of mind I shall win.
50% of the time, I criticize other people for caring about being judged. The other 50% of the time, I care about being judged. I am a hypocrite. And if provoked to the right degree, I am one of those people that are capable of murder — like one of those people who shoot their family and kills themselves. I am extremely exhausted of myself and in the worst times think about the relief of...
I would like some jasmine-scented candles, bath...
…You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill...– Maya Angelou’s Still I Rise (via amoralpoison)
I miss Summer --
especially the warm breezes.
I don’t want to turn 18 because then, I’ll have too many liberties to do a lot of things, and I don’t think I can stop myself from taking them — even the bad ones. Nevertheless, the seconds tick by, and the day of my birth nears. This time 18 years ago, my mother was round-stomached and waiting for the birth of her soon-to-be curly-haired and tall second daughter. This...
To spend time talking to my mother about the fine points of life. Was it worth the hour of sleep I didnt get?
다른 사람들이 무슨 말을하던, 신경 안써두되. 넌 어늘 날 니 모습을 찿게될거니깐.– 나의 마음.
I’ve just realized that I can truly understand Spanish. It seems so strange, these abilities to understand languages. I can understand Korean because that is my family’s tongue, and I can understand English because it is what I grew up speaking, but Spanish was entirely removed from my upbringing. It has, quite unexpectedly, turned into a language that I can just as easily understand,...
are the ignorant.